Oct. 20th, 2013 05:13 am
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A few weeks ago Ria came by for one of our old style sleepovers, and it was quite possibly the best weekend I've ever had in my life. In the middle of the second day, we picked up Stevie and brought him back to the house. We were eating doughnuts and decided what Halloween film to watch, when he said something that I will never forget. I don't remember the exact statement, but I do know it ended with "That makes you family." I don't think I really reacted to the statement in that exact moment, but it did hit me and really sank in the more I thought about it. I didn't expect to hear that at all, but...I have to say it really made me feel good. I mean, me and Stevie were always cool, but hearing him say that was...I can't even think of the proper words for it. I told Ria about this and she just said "Well, yeah, you are." You couldn't wipe the smile off my face for a week after that.

I still think about that moment from time to time now. Really, I love the fact that I get along with both Stevie and George, although I don't know why, for the longest time I thought George hated me. It seems silly when I think back on it. I mean, so many times he would initiate conversations with me, share stuff with me, or ask if I would try or do things with him that he knew other people in the group wouldn't. Or the constant statements like "You know, you're a real bro." I guess at the time I still wasn't used to the way he did certain things? That's about all I can think of really.

I've seen Daymien a few times, and he is all kinds of adorable. There was a day when he kept calling me randomly from Ria's phone and we just kept making noises back and forth at each other until he hung up. That was quite fun.

I have to say, it really does mean the world to me that I'm thought of this way. I love and care about all of you so much. You've all done so much for me, and I hope that I can repay you for all the love, kindness, forgiveness and everything else you have shown me all these years.
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